April 2012
Life is a puzzle. You shouldn't try to place things where they’re not meant to fit.
March 2012
Cooked a proper meal for my paolo ☺ he loved it! Yay 😁 hopefully we can replicate the dish for his moms bday 🎂
Eletheowl: ugh can everybody just stop asking me why i'm quiet →
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are you sure you really want to know
it’s either one of three possibilities:
- i don’t know you (likeliest situation and also umbrellas the other two possibilities)
- i don’t like you
- i don’t relate to you tbh so what would we talk…
“Someone who really loves you, sees what a mess you can be, how moody you can get, how hard you are to handle, but still wants you in their life”
—Lauryn Hill (via dirtyhippielover)
😷
Just three more days of pills…yuck!
Today was a lot better tho:
Was only nauseous in the morning
Paolo came to see me
Bleeding stopped
But I’m still pretty hungry, and can’t really enjoy the food since I can only swallow … No chewing 😖
Hmmmmm going back to sleep, the medrol is getting to me 😲💤💤💤
Stupid medication
I just didn’t want to be alone
You haven’t paid any attention to me all day
Sorry for being too needy
I didn’t want to be left out
If you should test my faith,
Lord, I promise to be strong
And though the worst may come to pass,
I vow to carry on.