i’m still up! maybe cause i’ve gotten used to being up around this time…but now that i’m back in my bed tonight, it’s hard adjusting..plus i took a super long nap today err yesterday* -.- [sigh*] idk, i’m feeling a bit uneasy..just need to hear from him, that’s all…
other news: ..almost done with city hunter :) and i started 49 days.. it was a bit slow at first..but the tangles of this story has me hooked
1. hmm @morningtuesday- because my feelings haven’t changed for him
14. i tend to touch my face, flip my hair, and my left twitches sometimes..lol
26. haha mmm 1st kiss was prolly kindergarden with L.G. but my first kiss that actually meant something was with @mrkeishii hmm i believe it was in his room, during a party before he was leaving to HI for vacay..haha he told me to close my eyes and ta-da lol
I’m tired of always being the chaser, I’m tired of drowning myself in my own depression when you seem perfectly fine. If you want to keep me in your life, the least you could do is let me know I’m not just wasting my time. Set your ego aside and show me you need me as much as I need you. Words don’t mean a thing when they’re overused. I’m not asking for much, I just want you to show me that you’re also afraid of losing me.
“Live the life you wish to, date the man you wish to date, and stop looking to your family for affirmation for the choices that you make. Life is full of risks. You can’t live your life in fear of how people will judge you for following your dreams.”—David Sullivan (via kari-shma)
“Cause that’s what life’s about. It’s about the times where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. It’s about the color of the sky, it’s about a roaring fire on a winter eve. Everybody hurts, everybody bleeds. Everyone laughs and smiles and loves. And that’s all that it is. There’s no meaning of life, it’s nothing that can be defined. It’s a matter of writing your own definition.”—(via eletheowl)