ughh..you make me sooo mad!! i try, i try to just blow it off, cause you aren’t worth my time..but you are always there acting like the sad/happy bitch you are.. arghhh i swear, i would beat your face in the next time i see you.. but i know that hating you right now is stupid.. bc i told myself i wouldn’t be bothered by you anymore.. soo why am i feeling like this?..bc of this damn heart and stubborn mind..i know of a way to hurt you but it will only make me look like a fool..damnn if only you knew what was really happening behind closed doors..smh, soo in the end i’m still the winner
She “loves” you now. I hope every fucking time you see her or talk to her, you think of me. Because she will always love me more than you, I came first. Don’t you ever forget that, she will always come back to me. When you guys have a fight, guess who she will want to talk too. Enjoy her, before she starts filling your head with lies, and makes you go crazy.
I have/had piercings besides the ears. I want piercings besides the ears. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have/want a tattoo. I can be self-conscious about my appearance. I have/had braces. I have more than two piercings.
Embarrassment Disney movies still make me cry. I’ve laughed so hard I’ve cried. I’ve glued my hand to something. I’ve laughed until some kind of beverage came out of my nose. I’ve had my pants rip in public. I’ve touched something sharp/hot/etc to see if it would hurt.
Health I’ve gotten stitches. I’ve broken or dislocated a bone. I’ve had my tonsils removed. I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed. I’ve had chicken pox.
Travel I’ve been to Florida. I’ve driven/ridden over 200 kilometrers in one day. I’ve been on a plane. I’ve been to Colombia. I’ve been to Cuba. I’ve been to Niagara Falls. I’ve been to Ottawa I’ve been to the Caribbean. I’ve been to Europe.
Experiences I’ve gotten lost in my city. I’ve seen a shooting star. I’ve wished on a shooting star. I’ve seen a meteor shower. I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas. I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator. I’ve slapped someone. I’ve kissed someone underwater. I’ve chugged something. I’ve crashed a car I’ve been skiing. I’ve been in a musical. I’ve auditioned for something. I’ve been on stage. I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue. I’ve sat on a rooftop at night. I’ve pranked someone. I’ve ridden in a taxi.
Honesty / Crime I’ve been threatened to be arrested. I’ve broken a law. I’ve done something I promised someone I wouldn’t. I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t. I’ve sneaked out. I’ve lied about my whereabouts. I’ve cheated while playing a game. I’ve been in a fist fight.
Death I’m afraid of dying. I hate funerals. I’ve seen someone/something die. Someone close to me has attempted/committed suicide. I’ve thought about suicide before… I’ve written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism I own over 5 rap CDs. I’m obsessed with anime/manga
I collected comic books.
I own a lot of makeup. I own something from Pac Sun. I own something from The Gap. I own something I got on E-Bay. I own something from Abercrombie. I thrive on compliments. I thrive on hate.
Random I can sing well I’ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. I open up to others easily. I watch the news occasionally or always. I don’t like to kill bugs. I sing in the shower. I’m a morning person. I’m a sports fanatic. I twirl my hair. I care about grammar. I love spam. I’ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day. I bake well. My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink ,blue, red, black, purple, or orange. I would wear pajamas to school. I like Martha Stewart. I laugh at my own jokes. I eat fast food weekly. I’ve not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class. I can’t sleep if there’s a spider in the room. I’m really ticklish. I like white chocolate. I bite my nails. I’m good at remembering faces. I’m good at remembering names. I’m good at remembering dates. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
People ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic. call me fat. say I’m skinny. say I’m ugly. have said I’m pretty. spread rumors about me. force me to eat. say I eat too much. say I eat too little.
Eating I’ve lost weight. I’ve gained weight. I’m at my thinnest. I’m at my biggest. I’ve lost weight and kept it off. I’ve lost weight but gained it back My weight affects my mood. I diet. I’m vegan/vegetarian. I exercise. I’ve fainted from exhaustion
Family I’ve sworn at my parents. I’ve planned to run away from home before. I’ve run away from home. My biological parents are together. I have a sibling less than one year old. I want kids. I’ve had kids. I’ve lost a child.
Relationships I’m single. I’m in a relationship. I’m engaged. I’m married. I’m a swinger. I’ve gone on a blind date. I have/had a friend with benefits. I miss someone right now. I have a fear of abandonment. I’ve gotten divorced. I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back. Someone has had feelings for me when I didn’t have them back. I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t. I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did. I’ve kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality I’m a cuddler. I’ve been kissed in the rain. I’ve hugged a stranger. I’ve kissed a stranger.
Bad times I regularly drink. I can’t swallow pills. I can swallow numerous pills at a time without difficulty. I’ve been diagnosed with clinical depression at some point. I have/had anxiety problems. I shut others out when I’m upset. I don’t have anyone to talk to when I’m upset. I take anti-depressants. I’ve slept an entire day before. I’ve plotted revenge.
Attempting to list a few people who I can call and be completely comfortable talking to or being around, I couldn’t even come up with a small handful. I don’t have that many close friends, it takes me quite a while to build enough trust into someone to even be they’re friend rather than just acquaintances. As for my old friends, everyone changed, even myself. We all seemed to have drifted away.